Music

How is it that songs make explain what you feel. They sing words were to afarid to say. Song express ourself through someone else.

Right am scared, freak out, I don’t even Know why! the song thats describing me the best is Linkin Park songs

In the end

Numb

What I’ve done

Given up

One step closer

No more sorrow

Their all awesome songs I can relate to most of them in one way or another.

“Love is a song I try to sing You’re a note I can not hit”

…ugh what am I suppose to name dis…

This aren’t whole poems just bits that I came up with that I haven’t put togheter I don’t think it makes that much sense you tell me.

You drive me to be mad

You make me want to jump

A thousand miles away

From this world

This world so called yours

And mine is nothing to me

Because you own all I am

Because I lost this fight

I tried to give up a while ago

But you kept me fighting

Because how can I give up

When you’re all I want

I feel like giving in

Throwing it away

Let this Razor

Let this blade

take me there

I want to go

Far away

To this place

Where I can I hide

From all my fears

More like ran

They always seem to

Catch up with me

I want to throw them away

Looking forward to my future

SI

Sometimes I think its has to do with Focus

If I put my mind into it

I stop thinking

thinking hurts

It brings up matters

I’ll rather forget.

Thinking breaks and makes me.

If thinking builds me

why do I think about

what takes me down.

If cutting helps me stop

the pain in my mind,

Why should I stop.

Physical pain leaves

when mental pain takes over.

So even as I cut the pain goes away

I don’t why I can’t have both

but am glad I don’t.

Cutting makes it go away

even for a little while

for that I smile.

I don’t really get why I do it it makes me feel better if only momentary. Do any of you now what I mean.

I know thats its not much if a poem. but its hard to think while staying away from knifes and razors.

Who is on your mind?

The person who stole my soul

Holds it to this day

Broke me in half

Even do she never looked my way

If you hurt her

Then you hurt me

She stole away a part of me

(Can someone have that much power over me?)

I don’t regret falling in love

I don’t regret loving you more

I regret that I never told you

I regret that I didn’t realize

I loved you till it was too late

And he took you away

Half of me is gone

And I’ll never get it back

I might be hurt

But I won’t cry

Neither will I fake a smile

You know I love you

You know who you are

And if you want me

I’ll always be by your side

(And here I broke down

You’re still with him)

Afraid of what I

Yes am hurt

Yes I cried

I cried

And laugh

At how sad it was

That the first time I cried

For someone

I cried for someone

Who didn’t cared

I cried for you

I did it once

I’ll do again

Because you still

Hold my soul

Just don’t throw it away

I don’t mind if you

Love him

But please just ignore me

So I won’t get hurt again

(You still want to be my friend)

Yes I am in Love

Yes I won’t forget

But I hope you’re happy

I hope you really love

Him because I don’t think

My heart and my soul

Can last much longer

And when I do

(Give in)

My body and my mind

Will give in to the fight

That chance that I had

Gave me the hope

To run

To hide

And to never look back

I won’t last much longer

Please just ignore me

My body can’t take it

For much longer

(Am afraid of what I

Can do to myself

Know I will do)

Yes am broken

Disclaimer:The fallowing poems were found on the internet I just found some of them good so I post them here.

Roses are red, violets are blue i fell in love but not with you,when we broke up i thought i‘d cry why would i cry? you are just a typical guy! you told your friends that we were just a game i feel like crap, when i here your name i told you that i love you but that‘s not true cos GUESS WHAT BABY? I PLAYED YOU TO.

Fate brought us 2gether i thought you were the one you said you always be there, but when i called you did‘nt come i thought you were my angel sent from heaven sky,i was so happy in your presence, but now i wonder why? i looked deep into your eyes, i got that feeling in my heart, But the disrespect you showed me, left me torn apart,i couldnt help noticing the way you looked at her, you promised you‘d be faithful in the end you never were, if i had realised earlier, all those lies you said, i would have saved myself the heartbreak, and all the tears i shed.

So tired,of running
i want to rest
Forget all the pain
and all the “its 4 your best”
If you‘d really cared,
you wouldn‘t have lied
You wouldn‘t have left me
hurt me,made me cry

My tears run down my face
My pain goes unseen
Memories of a different place
of you and me,a happy scene
Cut myself,let my blood run
Thinking of what i lost
Sobs….want it to end
Tired of having to pretend
Everything is not ok
i‘m not going to be fine….

My suicide

Things aint the same!
he could never b you…
Especially when i think of
all the things we used to go off n do.

Sometimes i wanna cry,
sometimes i wanna die!
Why cant my heart just lie?
And tell me that im over you!

Please tell me what im ta do,
when i c her with you.
The clouds are rolling in,
to make ma day go blue.

Things aint the same ,
he could never b you…
He will never take your place,
coz all of ur love cant b erased!

A verse

(in spanish with translation)

En un oceano perdi un alfiler

El dia que lo encountres

Te dejare de querer.

(In a ocean I lost a pin

The day you find it

I’ll stop loving you.)

I guess I’ll just never stop loving her

Here are more spanish verses with translation from here on they will be in Italics

Del cielo callo un enano con dos rosas en la mano una decia Te quiro y la otra Te amo

From the sky fell a dwarf  with  two roses in his hands one said I like you and the other I love you

Napolion con una espada conquisto una nacion y tu con tu mirada conquiste me corazon

Napoleon with only his sword took over a nation you with only your eyes took over my heart

Si mi dedo fuera lapiz y mi corazon tintero con la sagre de mis venas te escribiria Te queiro

If my finger was quill/pen/pencil and my heart a ink well/ink with blood in my viens I would write I love you

Del cielo callo un enano le dije que te dijera me gust mas tu hermano

From the sky fell a dwarf I told him to tell you that I like your brother more

IF you speak spanish keep reading if you don’t skip to the next post down there are poems That I wrote in English.

En La Puerta De Mi Casa
Tengo Up Perro Flaco,
Como Quieres Que Te Olvide
Si Ahi Esta Tu Retrato.
Las Mujeres De Este Tiempo
Son Como Las Piedras Lisas,
No Mas Ven Llegar Al Novio:
“mamacita, Voy A Misa.”

Me Gusta La Lluvia
Me Gusta La Brisa,
Pero Mas Me Gusta
Tu Bella Sonrisa.

Agua de piña agua de coco

si tu no me quieres pues

yo tampoco

AYER ESTUBE LLORANDO

DE PENA Y DOLOR

COMOQUIERES QUE TE OLVIDE

SI FUITE MI PRIMER AMOR

A UN ANGEL LE PREGUNTE

CUAL ERA EL PEOR CASTIGO

Y EL ME RESPONDIO

AMAR Y NO SER CORRESPONDIDO

AZUL ES EL CIELO
AZUL ES EL MAR
Y DE FUEGO ES EL BESO
QUE TE QUIERO DAR

TU TIENES GRIPA
YO TENGO TOZ
CON UN BESO
NOS CURAMOS LOS DOS

TAN LEJOS TAN LEJOS
ESTA LA LUNA QUE NO LA PUEDO TOCAR
TAN LEJOS TAN LEJOS
ESTA TU BOCA QUE NO LA PUEDO BESAR

EN EL FONDO DEL MAR
HAY UN PECESITO
Y EN CADA SUSPIRO
DECIA VEN QUE TE NECESITO

AMOR DE CAÑA
SI TU NO ME QUIERES
PARA QUE ME ENGAÑAS
CON ESA BRUJA QUE NI SE BAÑA

UN PINTOR PINTA UNA ROSA
UN PINTOR PINTA UN CLAVEL
NO HAY PINTOR QUE PUEDA PINTAR
LA ILUCION DE UNA MUJER

Façade

Beauty on the outside

Broken on the inside

Tears never slip her perfect cheek

Green never surrounded by red

Never seen the blur

As tears slip from her eyes

Because crying is a weakness

Never cuts cause that just

Admitting she’s wrong

She can’t take much

Longer

One more lie she might

Cry or cut

Which ever seems worse

To her either clear or red

The perfect shades

Crimson colored blood

Slips though her skin

Perfect no longer

She slips away from her

Perfect Façade

Whats the point?

What’s the point?

Of beautiful moments

If they never last

If you can’t tell

When you’re happy and when you’re sad

What’s the point?

Of loving

If you know you’re going to die

But guess what

The point is

You love when you can‘t.

Secrets

My heart holds my secrets

Holds my thoughts,

Don’t let go

Hold it tight

Wait

Wait for it

Don’t let go

Don’t come out

But be proud

Don’t come out

Till your ready

Till you know

What they would do

What they would say

Till you know

If they

Would

Run

Or

Hold you tight

Like your secret

Like your thoughts

Like your heart

Would they tell you?

It’s alright

Or would they

Tell you to get out

Would they need time?

Or would they understand

Keep it a secret

Keep it in your head

In your thoughts

Don’t let go

And if you do

Would they hurt you?

Or

Would they help you?

Lies

You look me up and down

What do you see

A girl in black jeans

Black shirt, black sweatshirt

With pink hearts and white skulls

What do you see

A girl with black hair

Black eyes and tanned skin

A Latin girl

Is what you see

As you scowled at me

What have I done to you?

You look me up and down

With anger in your eyes

What do you say

Nothing your eyes tell me what you wouldn’t

You hating on me

For being Latina

I don’t hate on you for being white

What do you see?

A girl neither white nor black

What do I see?

Just kid

But that’s all I know

Of you

But you still judge

Judge by skin

By hair

By eyes

You judge me

Not by character nor

By morals

But by how I look

You look me up and down

Stop in my eye

I frighten you

Why?

If you are only a child

What have I done?

To you

To deserve

Your cruel judgment

You’re shaking head

And you scowl

Like I just told you

Of something horrible

Like I just told you

A lie

Have I told you this with just my eyes?